Words Leelou Reboh
Laura Marcus unveils her secret to portraying Caitlin in the BBC’s latest murder mystery series, and reflects on the wider conversation sparked by the show.
It takes a special kind of creative mind to win the BFI Future Film Festival’s Best Writer award straight after graduating from university. That’s the case of Laura Marcus, whose wacky sense of humour and quick-witted screenplay won over the jury board’s affections back in 2021. In the words of the young British actress, ‘it’s very silly chic’. Marcus is a sort of Swiss army knife of acting. Her talent goes beyond the magic she creates when she’s in front of a camera. When she’s off set, the actress’s head is constantly overflowing with new screenplays ideas and prospective collaborations to bring back times of creative experimentation and unadulterated fun to filmmaking. The young woman’s endless imagination is bound to leave a mark in the industry, and will undoubtedly come along with a whole lot of range and uniqueness to the roles she will take on.
In the BBC’s newly released ‘The Jetty’, Laura Marcus portrays Caitlin, a teenage girl struggling to find her place in the world. Finding refuge in the wrong people, Caitlin embarks on a dangerous journey in hope of self-discovery, as she becomes the third pillar in the inappropriate love affair of her closest friend-maybe-lover Amy (Bo Bragason) with an older man. The past storyline of the young girls becomes entangled with the present-day cold case investigation led by Ember Manning, forcing the detective to reflect on the morality of own teenage experiences.
Sitting with OVERDUE writer Leelou Reboh to discuss her first lead role, Laura Marcus opens up about tackling heavy topics as an actress, and handling a story which will resonate with many with care and sensitivity.
You’ve shown an incredible range in your career. I found your CV online and I obviously had to go through it, and I was impressed to say the least. You write screenplays, you act, you perform — you do everything. What has this extremely diverse skillset taught you about yourself?
That I’m probably a bit unhinged! I don’t know. I’ve always loved writing, directing and just being a general creative — acting being my main passion. Being able to dip my toes into everything is what is so exciting about this industry. When I was emerging as a creative, people like Michaela Coel and Phoebe Waller-Bridge creating their own thing, and empowering themselves in that way. I’ve always been inspired by forming your own career and creating your own narrative, because I think in this industry you can also get boxed up. But I just have a love of so many things. I love comedy — it’s where I started — and I love dramas. Me and my mum would be watching whatever BBC drama was on every weekday. So I just always loved so many different things.
And would you say that acting is the career that you’re set on now?
I’d say so, although I’m always writing and looking to meet other collaborators to try and make something bizarre and funky. Acting is where I’ve settled for now, but I’m looking to expand it to some weird realm at some point.
Why acting then, out of everything that you can do? How did you fall into it?
When I was little, I wanted to be Britney Spears like everybody in the naughties did then, and there was this amazing community theatre where I grew up, called Hampton Hill Playhouse. They’d just put on loads of am-dram and community-led shows. My mum would always act in them, and I would come to watch her perform. It always felt like a celebration of local talent, as everyone there was putting on shows in their free time simply for the love of theatre making. You’d have people from all walks of life working together to make something special — and sometimes bizarre but we love bizarre. I just loved watching her and I was really inspired to do it myself. I just fell in love with theatre really. I slowly moved into it, and then into TV and film. It’s just something I’ve always done and always loved, and it’s the best profession ever.
Who’s someone that you’ve always looked up to in the industry, your biggest inspiration? I guess there’s your mum…
My mum in her local theatre! She would say that she’s responsible for everything. There’s also Phoebe Waller-Bridge, like I said, with ‘Fleabag’ which is really groundbreaking for me in terms of writing, directing, acting, and Michaela Cole as well with ‘I May Destroy You’. I was also obsessed with Jodie Comer in ‘Killing Eve’, whom I later saw in ‘Prima Facie’ doing the best performance ever. I’d say strong, powerful British women really.
You’ve featured in a few series now, um, but what was your reaction when you were approached for the role of Caitlin in The Jetty? Were you an avid crime podcast listener before being casted?
Oh my god, I was obsessed with the podcast ‘Serial’! I think I listened to it three times — but I think the main thing that drew me to Caitlin and The Jetty was the writing. It’s so brilliant. Cat writes the most detailed and nuanced script. The characters can say hardly anything, but they’re saying everything. I also think that after having played more comedy roles for the last couple of years I really wanted to do something that felt more grounded. Compared to the other characters that I’ve done — and even myself — Caitlin is a lot slower. She’s a lot more curious, and she exists in the world like a moth, whereas I’m personally more like a whippet, and everybody else that I’ve ever played has been like glitter, fairy toad fest. It was fun to do something that was a challenge. A lot of the things that she goes through in the series are pretty heavy and I wanted to challenge myself in that way to see if I could access that place and do it with care, and tell a story that is real and can mean a lot to a lot of people.
From what you’re telling me, you’re quite opposite to your character! How did you connect with her?
I think that when I was younger, I was actually very similar to her. I think Caitlin struggles to take up space, and I think being invisible is a much easier existence for her. Marialy, the series director, talked a lot about the fact that she’s not a loser necessarily — she’s just invisible. When she’s finally in the show, she’s seen by someone. She’s carefully and curiously and tentatively coming out of her shell. I really wanted to do that journey through the whole four episodes of the show of showing how someone can start in a place of being invisible to entering into these really dangerous spaces. That’s very different to me — I’m just insane!
Insane? You don’t seem that insane to me! How did you prepare to get into that headspace then?
There’s a technique that I love called ‘Laban’, it’s a very classic actor thing — it’s a sort of vocabulary for how people exist or how they move. For me, it felt like Caitlin was trying to paddle through tarmac. It was weird, but there was also love to it. I remember, one day I also had dinner with a person who was the same age as Caitlin — it wasn’t just me with a fifteen-year-old, by the way! We had their parents and lovely company with us — and I was really curious of the way they existed. They didn’t want to take up space, they struggled with eye contact… When you’re fifteen, your body’s changing so much that you don’t know where your limbs go anymore! You don’t even remember how to gesticulate. Everything felt like an apology in the way they spoke, the way they looked and held themselves. That was a big inspiration to how I wanted to physicalise Caitlin.
The show strives to be much more than a murder mystery. It explores perverse relationships between grown adults and young girls, the notion that comes with that, and as one of the young characters of the series, Caitlin’s storyline is a catalyst for those themes. I think most women can probably recall a situation where they received inappropriate attention from an older guy. I wanted to know how, as an actress, you keep your own experiences separate from those of your character?
It’s an interesting thing that happens in those situations, and it was a reason why I wanted to do it. I knew it’d be a challenge. It’s so heavy, and it’s such a sensitive topic that I think will probably has potential to be somewhat polarising. Yet it’s the reality and these things do happen, and if we don’t show these stories, we’re just pulling the wool over our eyes to the fact that these things happen. We’re in the post #MeToo era, but that doesn’t mean that it still doesn’t happen, or that it didn’t happen. In terms of separating myself from it, it was lot about me and Bo, who plays Amy, checking on each other. We had a great relationship, and the whole crew was always checking in on us. We’re fortunate in that we’ve grown up in the age of understanding consent more, so Bo and I, as women, know to check in on each other all the time as an instinct.
Did it ever become too much?
It was heavy, but also part of your work is to look after yourself. A very good friend told me that you need to make self-care a part of your job, and that’s a part of being successful at it. Watching the Kardashians becomes vital! But it definitely makes it easier when you have great people around you.
How this did this role shape you or make you evolve as an actress?
Well learning to create a summer in minus one degrees in Rochdale, that really helped me evolve to learn how not to shiver when it’s snowing. That was great learning curve! But I think it really pushed me in terms of creating a character that was so different from myself, like I said, and having that emotional stamina throughout.
If you could give a piece of advice to your character, what would it be?
I’d say everything is going to be okay. You are totally capable of being loved and you’re totally capable of loving. You will find your feet and be stronger than you will ever imagine.
And vice versa, what’s a lesson that your character taught you and that you will take on to your daily life?
I don’t know. I felt deeply sorry for her in the time that I played her. I think I more had things to teach her than she had things to teach me, because she’s not in a good way when we see her. But I guess she taught me to take leaps and be fearless in trying to figure out who I am!
Talking about being fearless, that’s definitely a word I’d use to describe your shoot with OVERDUE, and I think it’s quite fitting with how you portray yourself on social media — because I did the mandatory Instagram check. You seem to have quite a flair for the dramatic, in the best way possible! Would fearless and dramatic be adjectives you’d use to describe your own personal style?
I mean… I was in a punk band for like four years where we wore like full gimp masks and tiny bikinis and the most ridiculous makeup smeared all over our faces, so my baseline is absolute ridiculousness and eccentricity being completely celebrated! That is always where I want to go with fashion and style, and the way that I put myself out into the world is that being. Silly is the new chic, baby! Neutrals are great for some, but not for me. I want to explode. You know?
I really like ‘Silly is the new chic’. I’m definitely going to reuse that. So if I was to meet you in the street and you were wearing the most ridiculously extravagant thing you possibly could, what would it be?
I’m a huge Vivienne Westwood fan, so it would be the shoes that Naomi Campbell fell over in, some humongous wig coming up to the top that’s been backcombed and pulled to an inch of its life, and then definitely some paperclips, some tartan and some spikes.
I hope for you that you won’t be falling with those on as well, they look impossible to walk in.
Well if I do, then it will be with so much flare!
Oh absolutely! And during your shoot with OVERDUE, what outfit felt the most like you? Or which piece did you think ‘I wish I could steal that and take it home with me’?
A lot of them! I loved the last piece that we did that was a pair of Mithridate layered top and trousers. As soon as I saw it, I was like ‘this is David Bowie glam rock’. Especially with the way my hair and makeup was done! Then we stuck on some Bowie, and I felt that glam rock feel coming through. I also loved the Samanta Virginio petal look. As soon as I put that on, I felt like an angry pixie who’d been dragged there by their mother. So those two were definitely my favourites.
I’m really excited to see where your career takes you because you’ve done so much already, and I think there is so much more waiting for you. After winning the BFI Best Writer award at the BFI Future Film Festival for your short film ‘The Massive F*cking Bender’ — which I’m gutted I couldn’t watch by the way, because the link doesn’t work anymore — can we expect to see a similar project from you coming out anytime soon?
What! No way, I’ll send it to you. It’s very silly chic… but yes I’m always writing and developing. I’m trying to turn that short into a long format thing at the moment, but I can’t really talk about it much. I always want to make and create and meet more people. And I’ve also always got a million short films in the back of my mind that I want to make whenever the ever receding quite time emerges.
I look forward to seeing what you’ll accomplish, because if you made ‘The Massive F*cking Bender’ with an £8 budget and iMovie, I can’t imagine what else you have in store for us! My last question for you today is, what is your dream movie/series collab — with you in it obviously?
Oh my god, okay, so I’m a huge Edgar Wright fan, I love a big silly action movie, and I absolutely love Wes Anderson. So I would have Wes Anderson, Edgar Write, and Yorgos Lanthimos… Let’s put Greta Gerwig in there for some female energy, and also Jordan Peele. They would direct and collaborate, all that sprinkled with no confrontation. As a cast, I’d have Helena Bonham Carter, Tilda Swinton, Willem Dafoe, and myself… I want to play someone just ridiculous!
Right, okay. I can see it happening… I think?
Great, great. I’m glad you can see it.
It makes total sense.
Really? Well, let’s make it happen then!
Many thanks to Laura Marcus for taking the time to talk with OVERDUE. Find her on Instagram @lauraalicemarcus to keep-up-to-date with her latest projects! All episodes of ‘The Jetty’ are available to watch on BBC iPlayer now.
Talent Laura Marcus
Photographer & Editor-in-Chief Andrew Kimber
Art Director & Stylist Eve Fitzpatrick
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